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Sunrise (1/1)

TITLE: Sunrise

PAIRING: Callie/Erica of course because they totally rock and are the best

RATING: PG-13

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own any of the characters of Grey’s Anatomy. They belong to Shonda Rhimes and ABC (unfortunately…).  No copyright infringement intended.  I don’t make any money with this story, so don’t sue me. ( If I had any money, I’d take over ABC and bring Brooke back.)

SUMMARY: Based on the firing of Brooke and the rumours I heard about what happens in the last episode of Brooke.  Their last day…  This is my take on Brooke’s leaving and tells Callie’s feelings… *Kleenex alert*

NOTE: All day long at work today those lyrics have been going through my mind to make a story about it.  This story is about how Callie feels on their last night together.  Hell, this is how I feel a day before the last episode with Brooke.   

I knew that when Erica found out about Izzie Stevens having cut Denny’s LVAD wire, that all hell would break lose.  But when Erica found out that I knew all along what had happened and hadn’t told her, I knew that this was the thing that would either break or confirm our fragile relationship.

 

I still remember the pain when Erica told me that evening that she was leaving Seattle Grace Hospital, leaving Seattle, leaving me…

I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest and I had trouble breathing.  I couldn’t believe that she’d took this decision, without even consulting me, without even asking me if I wanted to come with her.  Because face it, without Erica, I have no one at Seattle Grace.  Just Mark, but Mark is … Mark, and not Erica.  So I was pretty mad at her.  We had our first fight that night.  She was mad because I hadn’t told her about Izzie and I was mad because she had taken such a huge decision without me.  I mean, I thought we were in a relation and that we were serious.  But we talked it through.  I understand her reasons for leaving.  She’s absolutely right when she says she can’t work in a hospital where moral standards are that low. 

 

This is our last night together.  We are at her apartment.  Boxes are stacked everywhere.  I still can’t believe she’s leaving tomorrow. The thought makes me cry, again.  I think I made the Kleenex company pretty rich this week.

We had said everything we had wanted.  We didn’t spend a minute apart this last week.

“I wrote something for you today, Erica.  Because I want you to know that you leaving Seattle is breaking me…”

 

And I started singing:

 

I don’t wanna see the sunrise

I don’t wanna see the sun

Don’t wanna see the sunrise

Coz when the morning comes

It’ll take you away from me

Tomorrow you’ll be gone

So far away from me

Tomorrow you’ll be gone

 

 

 

See how the sunlight fades away

It’s the end of our last day

My final night with you

One last kiss that underscores

That I’m forever yours

Will you miss me when you go?

Promise me you’ll wait for me

 

I don’t wanna see the sunrise

I don’t wanna see the sun

Don’t wanna see the sunrise

Coz when the morning comes

It’ll take you away from me

Tomorrow you’ll be gone

So far away from me

Tomorrow you’ll be gone

 

Look, how my smile tries to disguise

What you’re reading in my eyes

At the breaking of the day

One last gaze at the stars above

This is more then summer love

Will miss me when you go?

Promise me you’ll wait for me

 

“Promise me you’ll wait for me, Erica…” I cried

“I promise.  I’ll wait for you, my sweet Callie.”

 

They didn’t break us, they’ll never break us…

 

Lyrics are from the song “Sunrise” by Milk Inc.  They wrote the lyrics, not me, not Callie.

Comments

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morninstarshine
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:29 pm (UTC)
AH I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME CRY!

lol loved it. short, sweet and not overly dramatic. god i would love for this to actually happen. *le sigh* abc sucks.
docwarnerfan
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:45 pm (UTC)
why did you have to do that. I'm on the verge of crying....ugh!! why ABC why! I loved it though.
sapphicwarrior
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:49 pm (UTC)
sorry to make you all crying :-(, didn't mean to. When I feel sad, I can't write happy...
docwarnerfan
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:51 pm (UTC)
It's fine no problem and I get that you can't write happy if your sad.
systym_d_rail
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:50 pm (UTC)
Yeah..I have tears now! This is what I am really worried about though! I mean...*does* Callie know about that whole mess? Cuz I could really see that destroying Erica. =(
meimuna
Nov. 5th, 2008 08:51 pm (UTC)
so much pain :(
x0xmarie0x0
Nov. 5th, 2008 09:25 pm (UTC)
You want my heart to break don't you ?!?

Really well writing... well done sweetheart...
sapphicwarrior
Nov. 5th, 2008 09:29 pm (UTC)
just read some other posts that are even sadder. My box of Kleenex gets emptier and emptier...
xtoothfairy
Nov. 5th, 2008 10:21 pm (UTC)
Yeah, so apparently I am weak and can't resist anything Callica-related. So I read it anyway :)
Short but poignant. And it's actually not so tears-inducing when you skip the song lyrics :) It even has a happy ending! Thanks for ending it that way.
caity_love
Nov. 6th, 2008 01:20 am (UTC)
You just made me cry. I never cry, but this week has been such an emotional rollercoaster, I couldn't help it...

I love this though as an ending.
punky_96
Nov. 6th, 2008 01:42 am (UTC)
sad. but lovely. i seem to tear up everytime someone talks to me this week about anything. especially with prop 8 in california taking marriage rights away...

this was truly lovely though. even if I had to skip the song because it was too hard.
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